| The ever returning |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|05:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
So, here I am now, sitting after going out. It was not such a bad evening in a way. Let's start with the morning though.
Morning awoke at 7 early, went nicely off to university, had a good deal of discussion about all kinds of stuff and in generally had quite a nice time. I took the train back towards home and I met Cheermione along the way. We decided to go to my place and watch a movie and in general we spent some time together and decided to make plans for the evening to see the new Harry Potter Movie. All in all quite fun. Dinner and then heading off to her place for the movie.
Movie was nice, time to move out towards the hometown and go out. Hmm, nice quite a few people here, not bad. Started up nicely, until another person arrived and told me a few things.
GODDAMNIT, how come this past just wont leave me alone? I thought I was doing quite well on the road of acceptance and moving on. Turns out, she's still a big image in my mind and presumeably for good reason because she keeps popping up at every intersection. First last week when her cousin reminded me, now a friend telling me that she asked to drive her someplace... Cant it just.. stop and leave me alltogether? How come I have to be bothered by something that shouldn't bother anymore in general?
Yeh, turns out I still have quite a few things to figure out, or rather have to settle down before I can move on with other stuff..
Well, back to the rest of the evening, twasn't bad. I had a nice chat with a girl about philosophies, too bad it got disrupted because of some issue. Let's hope I get to continue that discussion somewhere later on. For the other part, I had a few good discussions and some good times in general and the ending of the evening was alot of catching up between me and another friend. That was good conversation, for old times sake and for new times sake. It didn't really help me to develop new ideas but it did help to relieve my mind of all the pressure that comes from so much info..
Guess I better try to collect less info and just in generally not bother so much with things. Ah well, I cant really help it, I enjoy the social status that comes with info so I'll probably keep doing that..
Well, time to hit bed, it's 5:30 now, and I gotta get up at 10 tomorrow for work. Who knows what else I'll be doing but I'll see soon enough.
-Erl out |
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| Another day |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|10:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nothing much. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Still nothing (too late to listen :D) | ] |
And another day almost at an end.
Well I thought I might as well just try to write something here every day just to keep myself updated and all.
Anyway, what happened yesterday? not much, apart from the usual waking up, doing some gaming and then heading off to work. Interesting conversation at the end of the evening through phone. That lasted for almost 2 hours, damn, I never had such a long conversation through that medium ever. Ah well, twas both fun and not fun.
Then today, I woke up. Tried to wake up early again (yeh right :D) got out of bed at 11. Tried to finish the study questions I had to submit before 12. And at 1, and 2 I still couldn't submit them. Even now I'm having a hard time submitting them so whatever, I'll just bring em tomorrow. Went to work, been working from 15:00 through 22:30 or so, just fiddling around a bit.
Now I'm trying to submit those questions and just writing some stuff here.
Tomorrow I'll have to get up early again (damn.. 7 o clock is annoying if you're used to 11 :D).
Three hours of university, and then I'm off again, time for weekend. I wonder what this weekend will bring.
Erl out :D |
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| The start or maybe the end. |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|08:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | None right now | ] |
So somebody please explain, why do I reside here in my room currently thinking what to type here?
Yeh yeh, I know how to answer that, somebody asked me why I wasn't having a live journal, and frankly
I had to keep the answer from the one who asked. Guess I might try this stuff out.
I'm not much of a writer, that is, like this. But who knows, perhaps it'll be a good idea to write a
couple of things away. And perhaps I get a little fun out of it anyhow.
cya around. |
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